Saturday, October 4, 2014

I Can't Get Out of Bed


Today started out not a great day, but I have to make some effort because I have a Girl Scout meeting that I have to attend. Since the death of my daughter, I just don't want to get out of bed. I just want to lay and see if I can hear her call my name.

As I lay in the bed, I finally heard my daughter's voice. She told me to get up because a girl at my Girl Scout meeting will need me today. I listen, and I finally got out of bed, took a shower and start my day.

Sometimes, it will be a struggle to get out of bed. Just take your time and listen to the stillness and before you know it; you'll be getting through your day.

Now, when I'm in my bed, I listen for her voice to guide my day.


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Hi Tameka

I am so sorry to hear about the lose of your daughter. No-one should have to bury a child. Hopefully each day will get easier to deal with as you have to live on in order to honour your daughter's memory.

So glad that she was able to guide to you your meeting.

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